Day 4: Dear Mistress, Well, here we go again! About 3 hours ago the ache of orgasm denial began. I am now at your mercy and will be living with this erotic discomfort, until you see fit to allow me to masturbate again. I think of you a great deal anyway, but the ache I now have means you are never far from my mind. Its ironic that the distant pain makes me think of the very Lady that enforces it.

It brings me to my knees. I'm sure that's where you would want me.

Day 10: Dear Mistress, Just wanted to tell you that I'm feeling very horny today. I doubt this will be much of a surprise to you but I have been thinking all sorts of erotic thoughts and I really would love to masturbate. I really do want to have a wank. I mean, I really do. Anyway, I know I will not be allowed because I am your chastity slave. Its just that today has been very tough for some reason. I really need to empty my balls so I can have some relief. I am aching so much today. I have even been foolish enough to tease myself and put your picture on my pc. Instead of helping it just made it much worse for me. In addition, it was oddly humiliating to look at the Lady responsible for the ache in my
balls. I am sure I saw the picture smile!!! Its very frustrating today.

Day 14: Dear Mistress, It is day 14 and I'm really struggling.

Day 17: Dear Mistress, Today is day 17 in this term of chastity. I am struggling now but as usual I would like to say thank you for allowing me the privilege to ache and remain chaste for you. As i mentioned on the phone, I am really aching now. There seems to be something around the 2 week mark that brings with it a deeper discomfort.

Day 19: Dear Mistress, Sitting here now, my balls actually feel like they are on fire.

Day 23: Dear Mistress, Today is my 23rd day without orgasm.You have teased me mercilessly during this term and that, coupled with the constant ache I am feeling is sometimes quite tough to bear. Even without cumming there is something about masturbating which brings a sort of comfort. As time progresses I learn more about my needs and how chastity affects me. It certainly has the ability to change my moods...... The need for relief does become almost an obsession.Then I will ask you and beg you if I may masturbate or cum and you refuse. After these last few months ,it would now seem odd and very wrong, to cum without asking you for permission first. It is not something which I consider.The struggle and ache may be tiring at times, but the times when I could casually orgasm are over You now control them and your word is final. No matter how desperate I get, only you have the power now,to grant me relief.

MISTRESS I AM BEGGING YOU.... PLEASE